Things I never do

I NEVER...

Leave athletic games early because my team is losing.

Let my old roommate give my number to a guy that neither of us know

Eat most of the dessert that a I made

Complete all of my readings and do my homework before the day they are due

Go on dates

Flirt 

But in the past two weeks I have. 

It's weird.

I don't really know what is going on with me. Last week I ate 6 cream puffs in one day.

And today I ate four brownies and had 2 or 3 yesterday. The batch only made 16.

 Life changes.What am I to do?

I'll Tell You and then you can tell me

I'm going to continue with the change and think of good things I never do and then resolve to do them, and you should do the same and then tell me what they are.

First, I'm going to ask a boy out. I'm so afraid of denial it's ridiculous*. But I don't know who or how or for what occasion I'm going to ask a boy out for.(ok, that's kind of untruthful, and I signed the BYU Honor Code which said I will be honest. I have an idea of who, but the part about me coming up with a reason to ask him out and actually doing it, is the truth)

Hopefully, I'll blog in a week or two telling you I did it, and that I didn't just chicken out. But it would be a great help to me if you would blog about something you never do then I'll feel peer pressured into it because I'll feel guilty that I can't blog about it. Also I'm interested to see peoples goals. 

*Seriously though, I'm afraid of rejection. I invited a house of boys in my ward over for Sunday dinner and my roommate had to come with me to start the conversation because I was afraid they would tell me that there was no way they wanted me to cook for them. And as humbly as I can possibly put this, what starving college boy wouldn't want to come over and have ME cook for them, I'm a pretty dang good cook. Irrational fear of rejection.